November, 23rd. - Frozen night
I don't know, but sometimes destiny seems to be acting in my life. I won't speak about you, reader. All I can speak about are my feelings and my own experience. Today was an empty day. But that's ok... I was not expecting too much from a extended holiday in a desert city. But it is at those moments that I can perceive things around me better, exactly because I have nothing to do, no worries in mind (except for the fact of how I wish I had a boyfriend right now by my side, obviously.)
In the last few weeks I could notice some coincidences about one topic: pregnancy.
Since my menstruation was two months late and I went to the doctor to listen the happiest "NO" of my life, my cousin had a baby, I started to read a book about childbirth and development process of the child, I saw movies like "Juno" and "Knocked Up", saw some kind of alternative deliveries at Discovery Home&Health, I dreamed that I was pregnant.
Well, I don't know what this all mean. Maybe nothing. I don't take contraceptive pills anymore, but my sexual life is not so active the last days. It means no chance of getting pregnant. I don't even have a boyfriend at all! Or at least a nice friend that could lend me his penis. Ok, that's it. I have nothing to worry about.
But have you ever had this strange feeling of being a simple puppet?
In the last few weeks I could notice some coincidences about one topic: pregnancy.
Since my menstruation was two months late and I went to the doctor to listen the happiest "NO" of my life, my cousin had a baby, I started to read a book about childbirth and development process of the child, I saw movies like "Juno" and "Knocked Up", saw some kind of alternative deliveries at Discovery Home&Health, I dreamed that I was pregnant.
Well, I don't know what this all mean. Maybe nothing. I don't take contraceptive pills anymore, but my sexual life is not so active the last days. It means no chance of getting pregnant. I don't even have a boyfriend at all! Or at least a nice friend that could lend me his penis. Ok, that's it. I have nothing to worry about.
But have you ever had this strange feeling of being a simple puppet?